Sunday-May 25th,2008

It was a very painful day for me yesterday.My dad would have been 92.He was the greatest father going and he just loved being a parent.However,all of these seattle men stink and i mean stink.They do not possess what my late father had and they never will because they are bums.Every one of them that I have dated-They all have problems.And I am getting sick of this.Why do these men have problems? And every one of these men are like babies.This one does not like crowds or the things that I like.So I have to do this stuff alone and it is getting boring.Brad is like these seattle men--he does not talk.I do not know what he is thinking and when I try to talk,while he resents it.I do just about everything now and it is getting boring.And I am so tired of being there for all of these guys..I am not their mother.It is not a womans fault if the man is not making money.It is his.Some of these seattle men are just lazy.Now I am not saying all-i am saying some.Seattle has got a lot of opportunties now.They have got free training.They have got free classes.The plummers union has now apprentices.Construction here is looking for trainee.Even the house builders here are looking for assistants.And you can do other things that can help your income.You can clean houses and type.This is just some of the things that you can do here.But I cannot work noomore because I am losing my hearing.In just 2 years,I will be deaf so I am adjusting without hearing aids..I cannot afford them.I read 2 papers a day and talk to people everyday.It is so important that you talk.It is important.But Brad and the others do not talk and I am getting so frustrated.Guys-please do me a favor-if you are shy=please stay home.I went through this when I was 16 and it is being repeated.At 60,my dears it is silly so if you are shy..please get help.I am not responsbile for your social life.And if you do not like the things that I do..do me a favor.end the friendship.At 60,i refuse to change what I like for you.And if you are a Republican-leave.ANd if you have kids..please do not talk to me.PLease.I do not want children and that means yours.And no grandparents,please!