Sunday June 9

Well it is Sunday and the weekend.
For some reason, I didn't sleep worth crap last night. I think I slept from like 11pm - 1:30am.
After that I couldn't go back to sleep so I read fora while and then about 4am, I woke up hubby.  
I will leave that as it reads. :-) 
 
Olivia wants to go to Church today and sing with her group from VBS.
So we are going to church thus morning.  Kind of scary to think the church might
fall in....LOL    Olivia did pretty good as far as singing with the group and even sitting with
us afterwards in church.
 
Just about the time church started, I got to hurting in my chest mildly and a little short on
breath. Part of me wanted to leave and go home......but knew I needed to deal with the
situation. The feeling finally let up and I just felt tired. I used to enjoy singing at church and
today I just didn't have the breath or wind to sing! I tried to sing "PASS IT ON" and I couldn't
get through a whole verse.
 
After church,we went out and got lunch at Subway since neither hubby nor myself felt very
good. Hubby has asthma, mild case of diabetes, overweight, high blood pressure, a fatty
liver, and high cholesterol!  Yes I am the healthy one of the two or at least I was. Isn't that a
scary thought considering we are not that old. I am 55 and hubby is 50.
 
We are home and are vegging out basically. I for see a nap in my future. Granddaughter is
playing nicely here in the living room for a change. 
 
Today I don't think I will do any extra walking as I did a flight of steps up and down into the
church this morning.  I am tried and feel kind of weak. I want to do some baking but I don't
have the energy to even do that. I was thinking some fresh homemade bread or better yet
some homemade cinnamon rolls. Doesn't that sound good? I think it does.
 
It is going to be a busy week with grand daughter....VBS, softball game, dance camp, etc.
Son and crew is coming back for a few days also. Hopefully things will go smoothly with them
being here as I can't handle the stress and fighting.
 
My hardest thing this week is not to break into tears every time I think of Supreme in Texas.
I oh so wanted to go and have fun and visit with friends plus make some new friends. I am
so blue about it. I am trying to hang tough and get through this week. I know it is going to
be tough as I crashed into tears last night after a chat with a friend who is going. I am certain
there will be more tears yet to come in the next 7-10 days.