sunday existance
Didn't do my usual Sunday bike ride to Walmart; probably cause too broke, though, predictably, wound up taking money out my meager bank account anyhow, for in-town stuff, and $3 atm fee cause a $3 fine after 3 uses a month.
$329 utilities bill yesterday, and that's no owing prior, but my brand new electric bill, from using 3 heaters; gotta keep the apt warm for my elderly cat. In the summer, my utilities bill is usually around $100.
5 & 10 and grocery store for food, though really about something to do and somewhere to go; I keep on wishing for the days when I could go without food all day, or every other day diet. No more willpower, or not enough vices in my life?;)
Hoping to throw away another, always another, $2 internet cord today; at least it'll force me to bike to mall near Walmart in order to get back on the internet.
Existing...not quite living.
$329 utilities bill yesterday, and that's no owing prior, but my brand new electric bill, from using 3 heaters; gotta keep the apt warm for my elderly cat. In the summer, my utilities bill is usually around $100.
5 & 10 and grocery store for food, though really about something to do and somewhere to go; I keep on wishing for the days when I could go without food all day, or every other day diet. No more willpower, or not enough vices in my life?;)
Hoping to throw away another, always another, $2 internet cord today; at least it'll force me to bike to mall near Walmart in order to get back on the internet.
Existing...not quite living.
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PENN...DO YOU HAVE AN EMAIL ADDY? for paypal ? I have followed your writing, thee is something very stark,moving and brilliant in what you say..I\'d like to support the arts..your writing art...and send ya $10. for play...seriously...reply to scottishthisle@gmail.com and I will send you a small token, via paypal for hillbilly food, and kitty kibble. (OH., just realized no .checking acct or CC? hummmm... Could I snail mail a MO to a po box?
as an escaped PA hillbilly, I want to do this
Wow; thanks for the praise, and financial offer! But...I\'m very obsessive about owing anybody anything. Bad enough I\'m on disability, though at least that isn\'t a personal obligation to anybody in particular.
And, now mental-me will freeze up...?;) I only got on the internet to complain, yet again, this time about somebody asking me for a loan an hour ago. I\'m gonna wait awhile to post that; not used to kind thoughts/offers?;)
As an escaped Pa hillbilly, you probably can tell I\'m not makin\' up this stuff.