Sunday
I went to my office Christmas party last night. It was fun. Got home around 830pm. After calling my doctor last week to stop my meds i never heard from her. I think this is terribly irresponsible of a doctor but just my two cents. So, I finally stopped them yesterday cold turkey. Just gonna take some CBD and hope it helps with the withdrawl. I dont think there is enough in my system to matter at this point but will say, im experiencing some sadness.
I have so many things to catch up on at the house. So..for the next 15 min im gonna enjoy my coffee and have coffee talk with Sammycat and Lefty.
I need to do some Instacarting and save some more money. My next two weekends are busy with oil changes and eye exam and i still need to make my Christmas reservation at the campsite. I havent told Roomie about this. But i hope this pushes him enough to go spend time with his family. Have heard nothing from my estranged daughter. This year ive had more hope than past years. Maybe i just want so much for 2020 to be different. Still walking forward slowly on my path....and avoiding Hallmark Christmas programs.
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Am I waxing too poetic to hope 2020 will be a year of 20/20 clarity? Just hoping. . .
Seems to me that the sooner you let roomie know you have other plans for Xmas, the sooner he can get going on his own plans, whatever they may be. I will be utterly shocked if you need reservations at the campgrounds. It's been years since I've done a camping yuletide, but I had the parks to myself for every one I've ever done. A bored park ranger checking on me was the only human company I've ever had for my yuletide camps. I hope you enjoy your Yule Camp as much as I enjoyed mine. The chill nights put extra significance in the Yule Fires. Healing hopes.
Usually in most doctor's offices, there is always another doctor who is available when your doctor is tied up. I once called my doctor after hours and received a phone number for the on call doctor and it turned out to be an emergency so he sent me straight to the ER. If you get a hold of a nurse or even the receptionist they will get you the answers you are looking for very quickly. You may have to be a little assertive...but don't be afraid of them. They are paid to serve YOU!
I have alot of friends who use cbd oil with success so I have faith in it's safety. You put so many drops under your tongue depending on the strength..Usually it's 15 drops.
This time of year can be very difficult for families and I really hope and pray that you and your daughter can repair whatever was broken from your relationship. Usually it just takes one to say I'm sorry and one to say I forgive you and miracles can and will happen! It's not about being right, it's about wanting peace more then being right and I wish the best for you.
God Bless
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