Sunday 2/9/2014

9:00am
So last night and this morning the pain was a moderate (3). I'm praying it doesn't go any higher but I guess we wil see.
I made progress on the ULINE project yesterday so I'm happy about that. I think I'll take today off as I need a day and I want to think about the next steps to take.
Mentally I'm good. My friends were trying to drag me out to see some band last night but its like 15 degrees and I'm really not in the mood for a crowd of people standing around. I'm happy playing some video games and going to bed early :)
I turned my house humidity up so hopefully it reduces the static! It seems like it has I just don't want to zap my laptops! The stupid things that happen.
I've had French toast two days straight...it's really good but I can't eat it every day! I'll go back to eggs tomorrow.
I'm going to drag myself downstairs at lunch to do the treadmill. I lifted yesterday but it took all my will power to drag my arse down to the cold basement! Also, my mom called to make sure that I was exercising so I have the whole guilt thing :)  Haha!
Anywho, some more coffee and I might start my new game for a few hours then hit the treadmill.
Tuesday is my derm doc appointment. I think if we can't find something helpful for the pain this time I may just give up for awhile and see what happens. I'm so tired of taking off work time to go to docs and spending money on visits and meds that don't help. If this is my life now then so be it. It's sad but when I spend my off time thinking about my pain it keeps me from thinging about stupid shit that would probably throw me back into a major depression. What a long strange trip its been....