Sunday:)

Haven't written in my journal in awhile,thought I'd drop a line and vent to see if it helps me feel better. Husband is having a hard time finding a job. At least he has some side work working on vehicles and trucks! whew! Actually I can't complain it is nice having him home, he actually takes care of me!! My son has moved out, the last bird to fly. I sure miss him though, he's  my buddy. I'm sure he wanted to move out a long time ago but when Jay was out on the road he worried about leaving me alone in the house. He's back in school, UWS which I'm thrilled about I think 1 more year and he's done, chemical engineering.Its been hard getting financial aid with all this turmoil in the banking industry.Still waiting for my hearing with Social Security, I sure could use the help. With Jay out of work its getting harder to pay the ins. premiums.The grandkids are great! Jack sure is getting big and what a personality!! Always smiling.Olivia who is 3 sure is busy. People say terrible twos but I've always thought the 3's were worse!!!I have another eye surgery for Oct 29th. Catarac has come back, fast this time. That darn prednisone drops keeps the swelling down but causes the cataracs. I have to stay on the prednisone because every time I swell it causes scars which eventually causes blindness. I sure don't want that.Have my colonoscopy Tues YUK! Tomorrow is just liquid day. Today was no veggies, fruit or basically carbs and I'm sure craving a donut!Well I think I do feel better!!