Sunday

Well Jay and i have decided to give up the truckin, we just cant do it anymore. The price of fuel just was killing us which leaves us in debt. With the high cost of fuel and the repetative taxes  we are left with no profit. Looks like there is no end in sight, I dont even see anyone taking this seriously.Kids are keeping my spirits up they are hysterical. Jack is getting so big and his own personality, I call him HappyJack! Olivia is going through her defiant toddler stage but still with the sweet disposition. Saw my pcp and she did increase the anti depressants, not sure how they are helping yet. My pain and swelling are doing well. My rheumy, which I saw also the other day said my sed rates were normal last time, which he doesnt always go by. He thinks it was a good decision to start the antidepressants.Well hopefully things are gonna get better. I'm just trying to keep a positive outlook.