Sunday

well it's Sunday and it started with a arguement with David(more like fight), he is so angry, i think he is angry at Suzette, he has out of the blue several times said"the last time I saw her she said i would be seeing so much of i'd be sick of her" that's it just says that then nothing, I think he's mad she lied to him. I just don't know what to do with him and he makes me so frustrated. Hubby said he would take him arrowhead hunting and get him out of my hair, which makes me feel guilty but sounds nice.  I called to check on Suzette's hutch i ordered it was supposed to be here a week ago, they said it may be 2 more weeks. I don't know why I'm in such a hurrry for it I am not ready for it, cleared a space but still need to ajust hangings on wall ect... I also want to do some colllages of her pics to put in it and i haven't even loooked at any yet. I think i would just feel better once i have her in her perm. home. I don't know what everyones veiws are but when this happened and we went to look at the family plots i could not see putting her in that cold ground(it was a snow storm that day) and walking away to leave her there, I have always believed that your soul moves on from your body and my mom and dads graves are just there bodies, they are with me but i could not do it so we had her cremated and brought her home, i told my hubby when i go just put her with me. Anyway i guess i don't feel like she is resting til i get her in her perm. home. I miss her so much. Stephen got his paperwork for his summer college program he is doing. He will be 2 1/2 hrs away for 5 weeks, none of my kids have ever been gone that long and I don't know how i am going to do this especially now, but it is a great oppertunity for him(as he keeps reminding me) and will cost us nothing, but he is only 15 and (as hubby says) his umbilical cord won't reach that far. Anyway guess i better go see what everyone is up to and get on with the day. Thanks again to everyone for being here.