sunday
had my grandsons yesterday, and overnight, cant wait til they go home, feel like a bad "nana", but is so hard sometimes.I dont hardly even sleep w hubby, he snores so bad, and we arent getting along, we need help, I need to talk to him today, he thinks everything is ok?I got a tentative surgery date of 6/19, if the dr says its ok. Im so scared this time, hosp stay, being laid up(with maybe no one to help me)since hubby says he's not good at that sort of thing. No money.
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I know how hard it is sometimes becasue I have cronic pain and also have a morphine pump to try to control it. Your grandsons will understand and forgive you because children are so resilient both physically and mentally. I have no one to help me either and sometimes I feel like pulling my hair out. My husband is in a nursing home and I am living with my mother who is a pain so am in the process of getting low income housing and praying every day that it happens. My husband and father were such great helps to me when they were around but not I have to take care of me by myself so I know how difficult it can be. I\'ll be thinking of you and your surgery and praying that everything will turn out all right. I also am broke and waiting for a check to be deposited in my account but you know that when you need that money it is never there - sort of like the torture test. I always seems to come out all right at the end. I know that you have never heard from me before but I hang out usually in the MS side of this website. But I happened to get into the cronic pain site (where I am also enrolled) and read your letter. Take care and I will be praying for your successful surgery and recovery. oxoxo LOL galed7956
thank you so much, I will pray you get your own place!
Kim