Sun...
I walked to the gym today and did my upper body workout. After being depressed and stagnant for a year I've lost all muscle and strength. How embarrassing it was for me to go to the gym and barely be able to lift 5 lbs. I use to do 30lbs! I realize while I lived in the shelter, my body ate all the muscle I had. I guess I should be lucky I can lift 5 lbs...but it's discouraging. The walk did me good.
I still am missing my ex friend. Need to accept it's over and move on. He has. I am waiting to hear on my second gig. I'm just gonna work really hard to save money...just put my head down and watch step by step.
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I'd be embarrassed if I could only do 30 pounds and I'm a 65 year old pint-size. Am I mean to hope you are embarrassed enough to do something about it? Fixing that hits my radar as a most excellent way to move on from whatever needs to be left behind.
Yes..ive started going to the gym again. Monday's are my day I rest and it gets pretty hectic at work so Mondays my rest day. Ever since the breakup I haven't been sleeping good. My guess is...he deleted my number and I deleted his so there is no way we will ever be able to reach each other.