Suicidal Thoughts and Planning for Death(Death Wish)

I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder 4 months Back, since then i am taking medication on and off. I am having death wish and suicidal thoughts daily 


, Please help me with it. As my family doesn't know  that much about this mental illness. 

Medical care in India is not that competent. I think my Mental illness is being taken lightly by me, my family and the doctor. Our Family is financially not that stable, that puts a lot of pressure  on my family and me.

 

Currently i am having a severe depressive episode.