Suicidal

I know I haven't been my sunny self these daysBut that don't mean you have to go & hide the razor bladesSo thank you for your good intentionBut I don't need this interventionWould you please just go away?I'm suicidalI'm not in denialI'm not really feeling that bad (I'm not)Just wait & we'll find outEverything I whined aboutLosing the illusions I haveI'm just a little sadWhy don't we sayI'm goin' through a phaseAnd that I got a lot of stuff to reevaluateBut I am sure that my condition (I'm sure)Well in through that can just listen (You just listen)I'm asking you to go awayI'm suicidalI'm not in denialI'm not really feeling that badJust wait & we'll find outEverything I whined aboutLosing the illusions I haveI'm just a little sad(You're not really that bad)I can't believe that you'reYou're still standing here (what are you doing here?)I shoulda locked the doorYou shoulda disappearedToo lateJust don't look at me that wayI'm suicidalI'm not in denialI'm not really feeling that bad (Yeah)Just wait & we'll find outEverything I whined aboutLosing the illusions I haveI'm just a little sad
 
By: Kayla Alyona Bates