Suicidal!
Have you ever experience a liar who does it in your face, have you ever met a person who he keeps on thinking you are stupid and continue to use you while you know you can't get rid of him because you just dont want to believe he is bad person.
That person who calls himself a friend is an evil guy and he hurts more and more. Yesterday we agreed that I will make him lunch, i bought him an expensive gift as well and bought the ingredients. this afternoon he texted me that he is going to someone elses lunch party and he made this excuse that the host invited him 3 days before me and he forgot about it somehow, i felt like i had no value, nothing, what have done, i am crying right now while i am typing this. few minutes ago he came down to me to apologize he was stunning the way he was dressed up and i am 100% certain he wont be wearing like this if i was the host, he kept on talking about how he went to the cinema with his friends "worst part i wasn't invited...i guess i am nothing in my parents eyes nor in the society. i am not accepted either way..yesterday i cooked him dinner and he received a phone call from his friend and he left my house without a thanks or a goodbye and he promised to return back but he didnt cuz he said he fell asleep.
thats it i guess i found out why my keeps on locking me in the house and calls me stupid..cuz i am..i just want to die right now literally...no more..enough i dont want more pain
That person who calls himself a friend is an evil guy and he hurts more and more. Yesterday we agreed that I will make him lunch, i bought him an expensive gift as well and bought the ingredients. this afternoon he texted me that he is going to someone elses lunch party and he made this excuse that the host invited him 3 days before me and he forgot about it somehow, i felt like i had no value, nothing, what have done, i am crying right now while i am typing this. few minutes ago he came down to me to apologize he was stunning the way he was dressed up and i am 100% certain he wont be wearing like this if i was the host, he kept on talking about how he went to the cinema with his friends "worst part i wasn't invited...i guess i am nothing in my parents eyes nor in the society. i am not accepted either way..yesterday i cooked him dinner and he received a phone call from his friend and he left my house without a thanks or a goodbye and he promised to return back but he didnt cuz he said he fell asleep.
thats it i guess i found out why my keeps on locking me in the house and calls me stupid..cuz i am..i just want to die right now literally...no more..enough i dont want more pain
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close times This guy is just playing you. He wants what he is using you to get he wants and then he goes out with perhaps his real friends. Unfortunately I think that you very much want to find a close friend so much., Don\'t be so quick everything that about everything in your world that you meet. Be slective. If people start asking for money, or special favors. you should then that qaulilty is better. Please don\'t feel sucidal about a person. It hurts telling somebody we trusted with our deepest thoughts and find he is nothing more than a chalatine. You have to get remember that all make mistakes. I have misjudged so many people. Don\'t let this creep drive you to check out.If you feel you need serious help call h sucide hotline , Idon\'t know ithe number in Ireland. . I have no outside friends now, and I have had people treat me badly..no one is worth that, take it a day at a time and if you will post on line.