Suicide

I do not know if I will do it but I can't get it off my mind.

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QueenMarie
QueenMarie

Please don\'t do that. You are cared for more than you know. I never had the opportunity to meet my Grandpa on my fathers side because he did that. Because of the family being torn I never knew anyone on my fathers side of the family. Despite not knowing him it\'s a loss that I felt. Although I don\'t know you I would feel your loss. I never had the opportunity to know him or know what kind of Grandparent he would have been. I know that there must be someone in your life that would miss you and losing someone to suicide is such an awful feeling that never feels better at all. It\'s impossible to see the future and even I\'m at a place in my life where I don\'t know which direction to go but your life can ONLY get better if you\'re feeling this low. I\'ve been suicidal and I understand how desperate it is to want to feel peace from stress and sadness. When my parents divorced my dad threatened to do what his dad had done, to shoot himself, and I was the one to run out of the house with the gun to stop him from doing it.
I\'m sorry to be so personal with you and to send you a lengthy message. Maybe this feeling you had posting this was just a temporary kind of venting of sorts but I urge you to please talk to someone. A hotline, find a website, a friend, a parent, a doctor, police officer, anyone. There are so many people that would help you and show you compassion and understanding because you are absolutely not the first person to have felt this way. Please post again soon to let us know you\'re okay because I promise you that you will be okay.
fluterify
fluterify

No one cares.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I care.
fluterify
fluterify

I could do it and no one would miss me at all. You may think you care but you can\'t, you don\'t even know me.
QueenMarie
QueenMarie

if we didn\'t care we wouldn\'t comment. it is possible to care about someone you don\'t know. there are friends that you haven\'t made yet. don\'t close the door to so many possibilities. pain and anger as intolerable as they are - are temporary. have you thought about new hobbies? Anything that may change your routine? don\'t have the attitude that no one cares. don\'t assume the worst. please don\'t convince yourself of these things when the truth is that you are worthy of more. you deserve more. whatever life is throwing at you- please get help
deleted_user
deleted_user

Yes I don\'t know you but I would miss you. I would miss the possibilities of becoming friends, of us helping each other through these hard times. If no one cared no one would tell you to stay. And in this moment because I and so many people you have yet to know care I am pleading that you let me or anyone help you understand this and get through it a stronger person. Please stay.
fluterify
fluterify

Have a plan, now I just hope I can go through with it.
deleted_user
deleted_user

If you plan to go through with it just make sure that you tried your best to fix the problem, suicide is the ONLY way of fixing the issues and remember that YOU WILL BE MISSED greatly. I am very worried for you right now and I hope you choose to not hurt yourself anymore than you already are hurting emotionally, but this is your choice I just hope and pray that you pick the right
deleted_user
deleted_user

path. God bless you