suicide

why is there such a big deal about it? it is ones personal choice, mabie death IS better. for some, some its not its just a desprite attempt to over come a fixable sistuation, but sometimes there may not be another option. i geuss im kind of reffering to me here a little here, there is no reson for me to feel like i do, im sick of feeling like shit then being o so happy then even worse then before. my counceler isnt helping me at all and i dont feel like i can talk to her, i only feel safe here. i feel like theres no more options, im so fucking sick of it. i know im a shitty person, theres alot i havent even said on here yet... im not sure what im gunna do but its gunna be one hell of a way out...