suicide

i have never felt so alone in all my life when i ask my friends for help there so bored of me that they don't care - and why should they there nothing to do with me. suicide is starting to look kinda good right now. if anyone who actually cares is reading this don't bother telling me to get help, i got counselling but it doesn't work. i tried to tell my friend karen and because i didn't exactly want to talk to her through a computer i told her that i just needed help but i didn't no why and she said if i didn't no why then there wasn't anything wrong just like what my parents and counsellor think. i've planned it my own death kind of morbin for a 15 year old but not uncommon oh well im giving it a week then goodbye everyone xx