Sugar is killing me

I decided this is too much for me. I continue to binge on sweets. I continue to ignore the illnesses I get. My thought like any other addicts thoughts are" why not eat more? I already ate some might as well get my fill"So I continue to have allergies, infections and weight. I am starting to see how desperate I am.  I actually have taken chocolate to another level. I get a high off the sweets and even though  its a terrible crash. I continue to pursue this gluttony. God help me before I get diabetes like both my parents and end up on dialysis. Just like my mom before she died.  I would rather die than have that happen. And yet like alcoholics and drug addicts, "it will never happen to me". Its ridiculous that it has gotten this far. I hope that I can end this cycle with the support of others that suffer with this same sweet addiction.By the way i started a group of sugar addiction if anyone reads something of this that also is in our boat. I