Suffering from an outbreak

I am so tired of the colitis to just be such an ongoing problem in my life.  I am trying many colitis medicines to find something to work, so far not good.  I am feeling it wear on me, I am becoming down, and its hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel somedays.  I know staying positive is what I need to do to help make my outbreak stay under somewhat of control, but it is sooo hard sometimes!