Such a lonely disorder :(

Anxiety is such a lonely disorder. Even though I have made a great deal of progress this past year, I still lost all of my friends and I am more lonely then ever. I think I just need a really good close friend that I am rely on and trust.. I know I can't look to anyone else to make me happy, but to spend time with someone else who actually enjoys my company would be nice. I wouldn't even know where to begin to try to find new friends.. how does one start over?