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So I got a new job! Im so excited to finally work full time. Get out of my head. I am kinda hurt cuz i messaged my ex when i was drinking he didnt message back. So fuck him and my friend Anthony said he didnt wanna talk to me but i feel like now i have a lot of female friends.... So good i guess. Im lonely though but i guess i got to get my own shit together and I am changing for the better. So yeah i am wasting all my emotional energy on men who just stress me out and are jerks to me