struggling....
I have had a tuff couple of nights. My daughter is not sleeping well since she started nursery school. The last 3 nights she has been up 4 times! My head is killing me and I need sleep. I am having diffiulty at work because I am so tired and moody.Also, we have a kid at school who is off his rocker...or at least off his meds. I was asked to step in while this kid was swinging because we wanted to aviod restraining him. For an 8 year old he is strong! I was able to talk him down and not get hit. On friday he ran out of the school and 5 teachers had to follow him (I am a special ed teacher in an elementary school). Luckely I was able to talk him in. What can I do? I cannot retstrain this kid im my condition...what if he were to hit me in the stomach! On top of that I don't want to tell anyone I am pregnant yet, I can't handle that. I am supposed to go and get more PMT training (Physical Management Training) so I am going to have to tell someone that I just can't do this. This mother has to stop playing around with this kids meds, she is royaly screwing him up!To top it off, yesterday marked what should have been my 28th week of pregnancy. I really am missing the baby I lost:( I am so worried about the baby I now have.
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First of all, I have so much respect for what you do. That is a job that takes a lot of patience, and dedication. just breathe honey... nice & slow & deep, and don\'t do anything you\'re not comfortable with. You & your baby should be your priority. *HUG* good luck!
I am going to have to agree with Balucs, I also have a great deal of respect for you and your job! You have to remember to take care of yourself also and don\'t l;ose sight of your own welfare at work. Once again, I am sorry for your loss and I too really miss m little Angel. I should be about 30 weeks myself and I know it hurts me everyday when I have to face the world knowing she is gone. But together, with the grace of God we will make it! You have another little gift from God inside you now and we will all be praying for you that everything goes well!!! May God protect you each day and comfort you. Remember that being calm is a factor of feeling secure, so don\'t over-do it at work. You have to tell someone so that you can ensure your safety as well as your gift inside. My love, prayers, and thoughts are with you. Keep good thoughts about you!