Struggle
i dont understand why im in constant pain. I am trying to be strong but the pain will not subside, i am in tears a lot of the time. I haver never felt this alone before and i cannot believe that the actions of the person i thought loved me as much as i love her could hurt me this way.
Bad enough that i do not have her by myside anymore but to also lose friends and family is just as tough. I feel lost most of the time now.
Bad enough that i do not have her by myside anymore but to also lose friends and family is just as tough. I feel lost most of the time now.
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As time is passing it is not getting easier. Feeling alone is unbareable, I know I have people to turn to for support but to burden them with my struggle is unfair. Meeting with my ex to discuss the house and splitting of our household property was the most difficult thing I have had to do. The feeling of wanting to hold her and kiss her to tell her how much I love her and want to work through our issues was overwhelming especially knowing it would not be discussed and that the feeling I want with her will never happen again. I am trying to move forward, I am trying to better myself, I am trying to move forward without her which is what I know I have to do to heal but deep in my heart this is not what I want, deep in my heart I know I want my wife back. Everyday trying to fight back the tears gets harder and harder, not easier...