Struggle

School has started, and the kids are off and running.  My youngest is getting in some trouble at school with his behavior (he has functional autism), so I'm having difficulty dealing with it. I have a doctor's appointment on Thursday for myself, and one next Tuesday to talk to the pediatrician about my son.  I'm just struggling.  My schoolwork is stressful (I'm doing statistics which is difficult for me), and I  just am struggling to lose weight.  I'm just having a hard time now - fall is always difficult.  I hope some fall in the future, I can be happy, healthy and feel loved again.