Struggle

      I was browsing through the moster.com web-site looking for a job and it seemed as if the word background check has raised my anxiety level. One of the things I was always told in college acting class was to learn how to accept rejection. Well, if my responsibility was only for myself, that would be no problem but I have a family  of 5. The pressure is intense. It seems that everyone is struggling right now. I have seen more personal vehicles for sale in private driveways this past year than I have in the last 20.      One thing I never want to do is fail my kids in anyway. I never want them to suffer because of my mistakes. I pray that God will hear my prayers and bless me with the wisdom to make the right decisions.