Stronger everyday

I still think of Blake several times a day, but not with the urgency that I once did. I am feeling more and more ready to let him go. Praise God that he is not contacting me. That would ruin everything. I am still not strong enough. But I am definately getting there. 

I am making good choices for my life. For example: I am looking for a good "forever" job. I applied at Cedar Valley Services, where the guys work during the day. But the more I analize the situation, it does not pay enough. I will keep looking and meanwhile I will continue to work at Elm Homes. 

I am also planning on fixing my credit and beginning to invest. I want to prepare for retirement and I want to buy a house. I am going to keep making small steps every single day!