strong

i am feeling quite strong and happy right now, i m hoping i can keep this feeling, i feel quite full of fighting spirit. i have managed to up my intake to a very acceptable amount for the last 8 days, i am finding it very diffcult, and im not used to feeling to full. i have been eating all kinds of foods, really trying to push myself and challenge myself. i have been invited to a breakfast next saturday, i am definately challenging myself there, i have said i will be coming and i know it will all be quite high in calories, but i am determined to eat normally like everyone else that will be there. i ont really have much of an appetite, like there isnt much food i fancy eating, but i am trying to think of things i want to eat and eat them rather than follwin stupid rules that ana gave me about carbs and fat blah blah blah. i am determined, i will not lose anymore weight i will be healthy.