Striving Daily

It has been some time since I have done this, but I'm hoping and praying that I'm back for good this time.
After over seventeen years since I saw my son "Mike" the way I did when I identified his young body,I still go through hell at times.
But in one sense it is good for me, in that it proves I'm not a quitter, although there was a time when I wanted to quit living myself, I Thank God now that He would not allow me to die.
Some of you have known me from this WONDERFUL SITE, for several years, and I feel that I can safely say some of you thought I had given up on you, NOT SO.
Even if I didn't let you know it you were still in my heart, on my mind and in my prayers.
I have very strong feelings about LOYALTY.
We could all use a good laugh at times, some of you had my phone number, some called and some didn't.
Now those of you who did please tell the ones who didn't, what they missed out on by not calling me.