Strictly New to This.

You know, I have been through some tough stuff in my very young life. I have been in very rare situations, and have made it out alive, and strong. But some days being the fiance of a cop can top the most challenging things ever to have happened to me. & I am totally new to this. I am challenged with finding ways to cope with his rollercoaster of attitudes & how he speaks to me sometimes. I wonder if he's just stuck in cop mode. SO I try not to bother him, and I figured the best way to hear and be heard, and maybe have some empathetic souls to just speak to who are going through the same thing. I am really hoping this works.