stressted

sis is in jail might be coming home for the holidays i kinda want her to but at the same time idk what to think she always made promises she never kept she can be very mean idk what to think and she is in jail cuz she they say she does harion but she says they planted it on her.. idk who to belive and i dont want to belive she does harion.... my one and only friend i feel like im always being juged by her everything i do anymore seems to be worng. idk anymore her answer to me is always god not saying thats a bad thing it just gets aninoing after awile......i dont need a precher, i dont need a juge, i need a friend.