Stressed

My mom and i are not on the best of terms right now. She thinks i'm a negative person and sometimes i can be but she says it in a way that hurts my feelings. I've never found ways or said things to hurt my moms feelings but she manages to hurt my feelings. My mom likes to answer for me and i really dont think its nessecary giving that i'm becoming an adult. I have a sister who is adopted and i dont judge my mom because of it or the fact that she doesnt want to talk to my mom no because it would be hurtful. My mom critizes on the way i clean and i dont clean that bad. I'm a messy person so its kinda hard when it comes to cleaning lol. My mom knows how i was a loner in high school, my classmates never really took the time to get to know me, and so my younger sister is up for prom queen this year and as happy as i am for her, it got me to thinking, my classmates never would of thought to vote for me, and so it kinda bummed me out and of course my mom tells me that i dont have a right to feel that way. I'm not going to be sad around my sister, if any of my sisters were upset about something my mom would comfort them in a heartbeat even if it was something small but if it was me, the conversation would start with a lecture a i 'told you so" and you should of known or you knew this , basically my fault. Awhile back i told my dad that i wanted us to start over but he hasnt written me back ,i should of known he really didnt because then he would be making an effort but i guess not. I'm really unhappy, and truth be told i dont think anyone really cares at this point. Everyone thinks to seem i' m a drama queen. The past few days i havent been feeling well, my throat had some drainage because of my allergies and it made it sore so i was uncomfortable for awhile but i'm feeling all better now whoot whoot! lol.  Oh on April Fools, i got pranked 3 times and there was one that was kind of obvious and that i shouldnt of believed it but the prankster got me good so i was all fooled out that night.