Strange Sense of Happiness?

It finally happened last night. I got the closure I needed. I'm both happy and sad about it. Harsh things were said. She put on the anger thing and took immaturity to a new level, but I did walk away knowing many things about her. Most I already knew, but some I didn't.
 
I also found out creepy things. Like she was having me watched off and on. She was lying about my family to get me to hate them. She seemed desperate almost jittery when she told me. I never believed her, but I was in "love". I put love in quotes because I think I really stopped loving her a long time ago. I just couldn't stand hurting her. She also liked to hint that she would commit suicide if I left or didn't come see her as well. Could be another reason. I lost my brother to this type of thing. She knew that. She used it.
 
Anyways. I do feel better. I'm happy she took the anger road instead of the suicide road this time. Sure it stings, but I think this outcome was the only one that could have fully separated us. I do feel bad for many of the things I said, but they weren't untrue. Not at all. Well, the things I said about our relationship were true. She could not be what I needed in a partner. I just need to look toward the horizon and find new experiences and friends.
 
Heck. I may even find the person I do want to marry and have kids with.