strange...

Nothing makes sense any more and I can't seem to do anything. I am stuck in this one little box and am trapped and I don't know how to get out. I don't know what I want out of life or love...in my heart I do but I just can't see it at the minute because everything in my brain is so contradictory and distorting. Everything in my soul is swirling in fog and some days it's clear and I am happy but others...I am determined to not let this beat me. I am going to wake up every morning happy and spurred on and I am going show the world the journey I have been on. Until next time...x