Still trying

I am still trying to have faith in my higher power.  I keep thinking that I am making this whole situation harder than it has to be.  I keep thinking that there is a real simple solution to my stress and pain.....and why can't I see it.
Most people advise....
You have to have faith Dawn.
You have to believe that it is all worth it.
You are making yourself sick.....It is mind over matter.  I guess "If you don't mind..it don't matter".
Going to try again today.