Still Trying
So the Dr upped my meds and i am waiting a few days to see if it makes a difference in morning numbers.I am still trying to navigate my wway through this.Changing foods and seeing what works and what doesnt and mourning the ones i cant have...lol I have to laugh because I am damn tired of crying over it.It is what it is and I have to deal with it like it or not...Which I dont.It makes me angry and I hate the feeling that I am missing out on something...
Some days I am okay and others I am just angry...Hope this passes soon.I think that after I had my DD if sugars hadnt returned to normal I would have been better off because I was used to it then.I was used to living life watchingmy sugars and what I ate.Going 10 years with no problems and then having to start this process all over really makes me angry...at the same time I feel like if this is the worst I have to deal with I should feel lucky.I watched my mother going through surgery and then chemo and radiation for Breast cancer and I am sitting here whining over diabetes...She is a 5 year survivor.Thank God!!!
Oh well this too shall pass...the anger part anyway!!!
Some days I am okay and others I am just angry...Hope this passes soon.I think that after I had my DD if sugars hadnt returned to normal I would have been better off because I was used to it then.I was used to living life watchingmy sugars and what I ate.Going 10 years with no problems and then having to start this process all over really makes me angry...at the same time I feel like if this is the worst I have to deal with I should feel lucky.I watched my mother going through surgery and then chemo and radiation for Breast cancer and I am sitting here whining over diabetes...She is a 5 year survivor.Thank God!!!
Oh well this too shall pass...the anger part anyway!!!
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