still thankful,,,,,,blah
Ok I said I was going to be thankful for something everyday,,and I read over yesterdays list, and it's all good and still applies, but today I just have feeling of ,,,ick.
Could be the 3rd day in row of rain doesn't help. Could be the raging, drawn out pms, since I'm couple days late. Could be that I am just so not in mood to Christmas shop. hell could be I haven't vaccuumed or mopped my floors in a week, and 2 laundry baskets are sitting here beside me now, full, waiting to be folded, and I don't want to do that either:(
In thinking about what I was thankful for today I had trouble, not because there aren't a lot of things I'm thankful for, but because nothing seemed to fit my mood.
But then it doesn't have to, does it?? why am I imposing structure or rules to my own ramblings???sheesh.
So, today I am thankful my H has a job, especially since 12 more guys at his shop were fired on Friday,,,right before Christmas ,despicable.
Could be the 3rd day in row of rain doesn't help. Could be the raging, drawn out pms, since I'm couple days late. Could be that I am just so not in mood to Christmas shop. hell could be I haven't vaccuumed or mopped my floors in a week, and 2 laundry baskets are sitting here beside me now, full, waiting to be folded, and I don't want to do that either:(
In thinking about what I was thankful for today I had trouble, not because there aren't a lot of things I'm thankful for, but because nothing seemed to fit my mood.
But then it doesn't have to, does it?? why am I imposing structure or rules to my own ramblings???sheesh.
So, today I am thankful my H has a job, especially since 12 more guys at his shop were fired on Friday,,,right before Christmas ,despicable.
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Ok I folded the laundry, I cleaned the kitchen, and all the Christmas lights are on. I feel a little better. A little.
Keeping busy helps me. You can borrow my toddler son for a week. You won\'t have much time to think about anything else. Lol. You\'re doing well. Everything in the first year feels crappy. But, that\'s part of the process. If it was easy, everybody would do it. Hugs!
lol thanks shtmyhbdid,,,,,,,,umm started to just type thanks sht,,, but that just doesn\'t seem right :)
LOL! I\'ve been called Shty, too, lol.
Yeah, that cheered me up to, decorating the house! And from y our pic, it looks beautifully decorated, very inviting,and very cozy! WEll done , girl!