Still surreal (talking about Angelica plz feel free to skip

It is still surreal that Angelica is here with us.. I keep looking at her in her bassinet or where ever she is at the moment, and I will start to cry tears of joy and amazement I still can't believe she's here and that she's mine.. I keep waiting to wake up from this amazing dream of having her.. I watch in amazement as she grows and changes each day, she is now smiling and babbling away.. She has finally began to sleep in her bassinet, with a ton of padding under the head part of the padding so that she is at an incline but its working.. She is so precious and amazing I can't picture life without her not in it now.. next weekend I am having her pictures done and I am so excited.. I was able to find a friend who does them professionally and she is going to charge $75 for an hour of unlimited pics and outfit changes and all printing rights to all the photos taken in that hour.. I wish hubby and I had a different outcome because I really want more children and at 32 soon to be divorced and obviously not looking for another man ne time soon I don't know if ill have the chance to have more kids.. I def want to though because I was an only child and I don't want that for her... Thank you all for being such amazing friends