Still Standing

It has been a tough few years for me. I have finally admitted to a doctor of my depression and anxiety that I was embarrassed to admit all these years. I can see why. the few friends I have don't seem to want anything to do with me since I told them about it. My parents pretend everything. I am feeling as lost as ever, the depression meds can only do so much. I just feel like I don't belong in this world. But I haven't given up yet but it is just getting harder and harder. I am so alone....