Still sober somehow
Well here I am. 20 days into this sober thing again and I have not had a drink. I came home from work early tonight. The guys I was working with tonight were two that I was not with when I had my relapse. They were talking about drinking and getting drunk. I asked them to please stop and they insisted that they want to take me out this weekend sometime for a drink. I explained to them that I am a recovering alcoholic and that I can't go with them. Of course they kept on and on. I have been extremely depressed and I decided that I just didn't feel like I could stay so I called in help early and I left and came home. They called wanting to come out this weekend and have a big party out here at my place. I explained to them that I could not do that. They insist that they are going to come out and get me drunk and make me feel better. I don't want this waved in my face so I hope they do not show up out here. Maybe it will keep raining and they won't show up. Anyway....Still depressed but I am taking my new meds. Maybe they will kick in soon. My plans for my weekend that started when I clocked out this morning are to stay in my room in bed under the covers all weekend. Can't get in trouble if I am in bed right?
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