I have 14 months sober and the cravings aren't as bad. I get so frustrated because I keep thinking maybe I can drink one more time. The last time I got a drink-it lasted for 2 years. I keep trying to rationalize why I should drink, maybe I won't like it as much this time and I will realize I don't have a problem. I know this is crazy thinking and I try to not let it rule my head. I think I might not even be an alcoholic maybe just an alcohol addict-is there a difference?