still sober

I didn't go on the boat with my husband and friends. My husband saw how upset I was last night and how much anxiety this was causing-others would be drinking in front of me all day-I'm glad I didn't have to around temptation, but a feel like an antisocial bitch. I didn't even come out of the bedroom when everybody came to the house today before they went out. But this is about me and my recovery, not their feelings.