Still So Sad

Just left our financial advisors office where we started the process to divide retirement funds.  I cried at the desk.  

I know it's over and that I will be better off but the break-up of my marriage and family still hurts.  I never saw this for my life or for my children.  None of us ever did.

Its been 4 months since she blindsided me with an email that said she no longer loved me.  Now dismantling our lives and dividing assets while we wait for our divorce to be finalized.

Everyone tells me life will be great again someday but there is so much pain between now and someday.