still so sad ....

Coming close to 2 years... Wow where has the time gone ? Still have tears not so often ... 
still miss you everyday and think about you all the time , why, why, why.... busy with 
lots going on, ready to sell the house which makes me so sad, it's too big and I'm tired of
the bills and maintenance, I hope I'm making the right decision and you understand as I 
know you didn't want me to have to "give it away" I won't, I pray a nice family will purchase the house and create memories that were suppose to be ours.... I miss you and I love you and I still have too many regrets , this too shall pass... I have so much to be grateful for yet I remain so very sad and lonely for you ... I hope you are happy & healthy once again and Ben & Sam are with you ...