Still not enough...

I drank... didnt work... I rubberbanded that didn't work... so I cut! It felt good so I kept going! Im sitting here now and want to continue... im so tired nothing I do is ever right no matter what I try its never acknowledged nor is it eva enuf... I didnt go lookin for the razors I stumbled upon them in yet anither botched attempt at cleaning up... ugh I gotta go...