Still not decided
Thought this is what I wanted, but now can't seem to make a decision. I don't know if it is good to think with my heart instead of my head or now. I have always been one to think with my head and actual figures, not my heart. And I decided I should go with my heart. I know that the machinery my husband fought so hard to pay more is worth more this year then next, but It really doesn't matter to me until I start thinking about what is going to support me with all the livestock gone. I thought the farm manager was just a bit too easy to get along with. I don't trust him as far as I can see him. What happens if it all fails and I loose alot of money??? I guess that they can't eat me. But I hate to loose what my husband worked so hard for. More later
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Just took one of my granddaughters home, her and I went to a tractor pull last night in the next county. A Grandson was suppose to be in it, we were there five hours and it still hadn\'t happened, she was cold, I knew the hogs were cold and it was 10pm so we came home. I need to be mowing grass, so guess it\'s time for me to go
Just hang in there and everything will be okey. You now have a guardian angel looking at you and he will always be your side and protect you. I know that sometimes we feel that we have no more strenght to continue but somewhere and when least expected we find that inner strenght to continue and I know that you can do it. I wish you luck and my prayers are with you. God bless you. Lots of hugs Linda