still moving forward

well I haven't had any slip ups since my last journal entry & have masturbated in over 2weeks so Im happy about that. doesn't mean the desire wont come around but I just have to keep moving forward. now that Im in part 2 of my algebra it keeps me very focused. I just finished a general education class where I had to write a 14 page paper on child abuse (my choice of topic) so that drained me as well as work. I just try to stay focus on work, school & my boyfriend cause I don't want to ruin any of that with porn. I also was on facebook & read a report about how after a porn star made 1 video she committed suicide with a 12 gauge shot gun. very sad that porn does kill despite what we may think about porn these are still people with feelings & not all performers volunteered for that life. I honestly wished porn didn't exist because it really brings no pleasure & it exploits it to make more money. its a shame that porn is a billion dollar business.