Still miserable
I hate the weekends. We always did things together. It's so hard and sad and lonely to loose your partner in life, the love of your life. You were my purpose for living. Kids are grown and gone. I feel like I lost my purpose. I'm so lonely and sad. God help us all that are dealing with this horrible thing called grief. I'm trying, trying so hard. It will be 10 months Monday. I'm miserable. Nothing I do helps. I don't know how I am going to get through this. I thought it would get better each day but it doesn't seem to. I'm just sad, plain sad. I miss you and love you Brownie
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I so understand. No one realizes having that person to eat breakfast with, have a cup of coffee, watch tv with, communicate with, and for me to bounce off how to do this, should I do this....BUT realize at this point you are feeling very normal - you get through it & in some time you wonder how but when you have no choice you do and you are amazed at how well you do. Still sad and lonely but it becomes lots better and an ok not the gut wrenching I can not do this....HUGS