still me
shouldnt be but put off jounaling because im embarrassed. you all have told me for couple years get strong be by yourself but i dont listen. my child is sick and i am trying so hard to be strong for her. she is anorexic and am getting her help but am so damn good at beating myself up. we just joined gym last week cause i know i need it to release tension. it feels really good going with her but scary in same respect cause she is so skinny not sickly but scared she will get there. she used drugs this weekend at my sisters house then lied to my face about it which hurt. its not first time but she will do anything to fit in so yes this is not about me i will do anything to help she is so beautiful and caring but im scared and rambling. all i have to say today...my head is not up my ass i am strong for them..
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Hun first of all i am soooo happy ur here and back :D
I am SUPER sorry about ur daughter hun u and her will definitely be in my prayers :)
Hun u must be strong hun for ur daugfhter..and maybe letting her get a account on here wud be gud for her hun :)
Prayers to u and ur fam k :)
Love ya huni :)
-Dia
You are doing the very best you know how. There are no freakin\' manuals about being a parent; or for that matter, how to get through life without falling a kazillion times ((hugs)) You are a very kind, sensitive soul. This is who you were born to be. The strength this lifetime requires of you is out there and can be pulled into you through Faith, Positive Thinking and Inner Trust. I have eating disorders in my family and it\'s not an easy disease to conquer. Is she getting professional help hon?
As you find your strength; so will she. You are both different, but on a similar path; so grab her hand and take baby steps towards the goal. Being healthy, strong, Loved by Self and clearly seeing your inner beauty. I\'ll send prayers for you and your family this week. ((long hug to both you girls!!))
thanks ms teri i have missed you. yes i got a list of councelors from her dr. i hope you are well. thank you for being so supportive