still longing for my little one

Today I would have been 24 weeks. I don't know if I will ever get over the loss. I keep updates on how many weeks I would be. I think about all the kicks and movements that I will never feel. I'm so broken hearted and yet thankful that I do have other children that I am focusing my time on. I still cry and long for my child not as often as I once did but not a day has gone by that I haven't thought about her/him. I dread reaching what would have been my due date. That day, is going to kill me.