Still kicking...:)

  I dont journal much these days. I guess I'm preferring to not think about everything much & this makes me think. I've been doing ok lately although just the past 2 days, I've been thinking about him more than I would care to. PMSing, maybe...lol  Still off work & have been enjoying this time. I'm dreading having to return on the first of June but it will only be for 3 months because I am still determined to go to school in September. I still have no idea how I will do it financially but I have faith that I will manage. I have been dabling a bit with an online dating site. It is entertaing & I'm comforted to know that if I were interested in sex, I could have my choice of numerous "under 25yr.olds" lol.... The men my age that I have met for coffee have been interesting...not interested in any of them though. I think I may be way too picky in what I'm looking for this time around but I know I will not settle ever again. I have to say that I am blown away by how many guys still think they can find the bare foot & pregnant while chained in the kitchen type....do they still exist??  Those ones are clearly put off by my "screw you" attitude! Anyways...I am in no hurry to meet "Mr. Right". I will take all the time in the world til Mr. Right for Me comes along. I am actually enjoying singledom now & enjoy being my own person. It does get lonely at times but then I chat with some idiot on the dating site, crawl into my bed all by myself, stretch out & thank God that I have a mind of my own, and the possibilities that lie ahead for me.