Still keeping my distance.....

Still keeping my distance from my friend. It's been hard, because we've been friends for over ten years and we're both pianists and share many interests. I just would like to resolve things. During this time of grieving for my dad, I can use as many friends as I can get. I'm a bit codependent and have a hard time with abandonment. Trying to stay strong. I just would like to resolve this.  It's hard to let go of control. I could use support.  Got to stay strong.... and focus on healing.